my CRAPs-

Monday, 19 January 2009

  • temporarily moved:)

    www.illusionswhirl-ed.blogspot.com

    cos xanga's too laggy plus i'm really frustrated these days and don't have the patience to wait for it to load.
    Dont have to relink me, i think ill move back here once xanga's back to normal cos i still like this place:)

     

Saturday, 10 January 2009

  • Xanga's getting rather laggy these days...

    wanted to blog the other day but i waited for xanga to load till i gave up :(

    School's gonna start in less than 2 days time...
    got my timetable already and my CT's my new Econs teacher... co Ct is my Gp tutor...
    dont know how good my new econs teacher is ..:(
    review tests comin up, what have i done?
     nothing in fact.
    studying just started and its not intensive yet:(

    whole of last week was spent on open house...
    monday - Performance Rehearsal
    tuesday - Rearranging the furniture 
    wednesday - Dry Run
    thursday - OpenHouse:)

    yup. went queensway on one of those days after open house...
    think was tues...
    altered my jeans already, but didnt buy anything frm queensway..

    got my uniform yest also...
    haha, was supposed to go with cy and weelin but end up goin there aft the museum visit...

    went to esplanade lib tdy with ry and zijian...
    then to bugis with ry and met zijian again.
    i bought my bag finally... and bought the same design as ry but diff brand. haha
    walked the whole bugis village to find this bag shop when we actually walked past it a couple of times...

    and... i havent bought my new year clothes...
    i really hate shopping man... so hard to find stuff.

    and my WR was in the lib during OpenHouse !!!
    haha. so happy :)

    :) cos ....

    :( cos ....

    i'm afraid of the upcomin school term...
    how well or badly ill do...
    really hav to put in a lot of effort i guess...

    :)

    oh. we finally went kbox last sat...
    went aft muggin for a few hrs in cck lib...


    yups.

    CIAO

Thursday, 01 January 2009

  • Another post after coming back late.
    Took NR8 this time... took till Gombak and then cabbed home with april.
    Had OGL camp the past 3 days.
    Its 2009. HAPPY NEW YEAR☺
    2008 is one of the worst years I’ve been through yeah.
    2009 cant be any worse…
    hope tt 2009 will be perfect and ill stop procrastinating

    heartaches. Lol


Thursday, 25 December 2008

  • Yay~
    its CHRISTMAS-
    Merry Xmas once again...

    just came home, took NR3. and got conned into stopping at street 52... when the bus stops opp limbang park. KNS

    i got sprayed TWICE today and i was w/o any camera cos my phone ran out of batt. damn.
    met angeline at citylink and terence at ochard.
    haha. wad a small world.

    joshua finally did it :)
    i lost the bet thou...

    went to cy hse in the mornin afternoon to slack and play one round of mahjong...
    then went off to marina to eat billy bombers ( i think its spelt this way)...
    erhh... billy bombers is really nt worth it... NYNY or Fish and Co would be much much better.

    followed zijian to the mrt, we went ochard while he went to join his family at pasir ris.
    walked ard... went to goodwood park hotel and sat around... boon took a balloon there. haha
    there was this NJ alumni choir there...
    went to herene to meet dn after that and followed him to buy his stupid movie tickets...
    sat ard shaw ctr and crapped later on.
    went down to ochard rd at ard 11.30...
    they didnt close the road:(
    we thought they were going to....
    people were sprayin foam everywhere and at anyone. lol ?
    we tried to not get sprayed.. haha
    cos we din bring extra shirt
    found a place behind some barricade and stood there for some time...
    and then walked all the way to SMU later on...
    bought food and ate ard there and then walked al the way back to somerset to take NR3.

    :)

    random~ some cabs and cars were fully covered with foam. haha
    we even saw one guy sprayin frm inside the car.

    got church tmr and lunch with the MTM's and then dinner with family.

    pics with joshuaa who's at pasir ris nw..
    upload another time :)

    Ciao:D
    Merry XMAS

Wednesday, 24 December 2008

  • MERRY MERRY Christmas in 11hrs in advance...

    Went to sheng siong ystd to get the OGL stuff...
    we pushed the trolley all the way back to sch...(i accidentally deleted the photos)
    haha. was damn funny, four idiots, one pushing a sheng siong trolley three others carry the sheng siong basket. lol
    aft that went to meet cy and boon at batok and went over to queensway.
    Had lunch at ikea(i ke a), and then went to shop at queensway...
    bought only a pair of jeans and a printed tee in the end...
    dont think illbe getting the levis... so ex.
    went bugis aft boon went home.
    nth much at bugis...din see any nice bags...
    went home w/o anything frm bugis.

    reached home, watched tv and read thru my past blog post... haha

    here's two nice Xmas Songs...

    陈奕迅 -圣诞结



    我住的城巿从不下雪 记忆却堆满冷的感觉
    思念的旺季 霓虹掃过喧哗的街 把快乐赶得好远
    落单的恋人最怕过节 只能独自庆祝儘量喝醉
    我爱过的人 没有一个留在身边 寂寞它陪我过夜

    Merry Merry Christmas Lonely Lonely Christmas
    想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
    Lonely Lonely Christmas Merry Merry Christmas
    写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的像街上的纸屑

    电话不接 不要被人 发现我整夜都关在房间
    狂欢的笑声 听来像哀悼的音乐
    眼眶的泪 温热冻结 望著电視里的无聊节目
    癱在沙发上 变成没知觉的植物

    Merry Merry Christmas Lonely Lonely Christmas
    想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
    Lonely Lonely Christmas Merry Merry Christmas
    写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的像街上的纸屑

    谁来陪我过圣诞节


    John Lennon - Happy Christmas (War Is Over)




    So this is Christmas
    And what have you done
    Another year over
    And a new one just begun
    Ans so this is Christmas
    I hope you have fun
    The near and the dear one
    The old and the young

    A very merry Christmas
    And a happy New Year
    Let’s hope it’s a good one
    Without any fear
    And so this is Christmas
    For weak and for strong
    For rich and the poor ones
    The world is so wrong
    And so happy Christmas
    For black and for white
    For yellow and red ones
    Let’s stop all the fight
    A very merry Christmas
    And a happy New Year
    Let’s hope it’s a good one
    Without any fear
    And so this is Christmas
    And what have we done
    Another year over
    And a new one just begun
    Ans so this is Christmas
    I hope you have fun
    The near and the dear one
    The old and the young
    A very merry Christmas
    And a happy New Year
    Let’s hope it’s a good one
    Without any fear
    War is over over
    If you want it
    War is over
    Now…


    "War is over over, If you want it, War is over"


    somehow i feel that festive seasons eg.christmas serves as a reality check for us...
    since last christmas...
    lots of things has happened, good and bad.
    Passed some, still going through some...

    :)

    Hav a Merry n Blessed Christmas:D:D

    gonna bathe and go over to meet cy boon and josh...
    haha, was supposed to meet at 8am.lol


    CIAO

Monday, 22 December 2008

  • Its been a week since my prev post, and a week since chalet started…
    Haha, had lotsa fun during that four days n three nights…
    Mahjong, movies, crapping ard… haha

    Darren came aft the bbq, and don tricked him into eating some leftover beef which was washed and seasoned with rain water haha
    First night was squeezing in the stupid bed, beside chunyi and don, don kept being irritating and I had to irritate chunyi haha. And we watched a R21 movie till we slept.

    Second day… hmmm cant really remb… yeah actually I forgot, I only knw tt I gt hooked onto mahjong aft I started playin wif meimei, haha
    Went to red hse in the aftn on one of the days, climbed in thru the back gate… nth much thou…
    And don’s afraid of the grudge!

    Last night was spent drinking and playing dumb games…
    Joshua said I sang in my sleep, haha
    Daniel knocked into the bed and asked what happened the next morning… damn funny.
    Watched the day the earth stood still before drinking… boring show… I slept halfway…

    That’s all I can recall abt the chalet…. Haha
    It all happened too fast...
    But it was a great 4d3n☺☺

    After chalet was dance recap on thurs…
    I almost died on thurs…
    Was so freaking tired and hungry.. didn’t eat/ drink anything aft fish and co which I ate for lunch aft chalet…
    Had orientation meeting aft that…
    Tiring day it was…

    Friday was erm… I forgot…
    Oh SCAP. And I went to the stupid factory in UBI…
    Walked round and round, and nicholas’s map saved us quite some time…
    Haha..

    Sat- nth much

    Sun- nth much too except for church and a crowded jurong point after that.

    Monday- back to sch for dry run and then dinner at KFC.
    Yups.

    And I suddenly remb what I was thinking abt in kfc…

    “maybe I should stop complaining and be contented… “
    maybe I should look at the other side of things instead of always looking on the same side and harping on the same faults and problems I know will never change. If it changes it’s not her anymore…
    maybe I should accept it and live with it like how I have always done so, maybe I should stop thinking of ways to challenge her and make everyone unhappy. Maybe I should be that peacemaker that I’ve always been, just bite and swallow.


    And to S.
    About what u told us u are facing. Maybe what was faced with 7 months ago was nothing compared to what you are facing… but to me, it’s the biggest biggest blow I’ve had in my life. I’ve never cried so long and so hard before, neither have I done so in front of friends, but I did it, I couldn’t care less cos I really felt very bad and very very very lost. It was everything to me.
    Time has healed all wounds, physical and emotional… no matter how things turn out, I believe that there’s always a reason for it to happen, perhaps to make us stronger. Look on the bright side! And whatever may come, time IS the best remedy.

    And its seven months, seven.. I never thought this far.. five seemed so far at that time. most things have recovered. Most, but some things remains, scars may heal but no matter what, it will leave its mark.
    I am really really thankful for everything in these 7mths☺

    Ciao

    ----
    wahthis thing FINALLY Worked!

Monday, 15 December 2008

  • Having class chalet now...
    typing this post from eric's laptop:)
    just woke up, some still sleeping, the rest playing cards/PS2.

    pictures when i get back...
    and... i dropped my camera from the fridge ystd when we tried to take a timed shot:(

    MONday-
    PuBlic Holiday-
    stayed at home and slacked, didnt do much.
    supposed to go out, but SOME people wouldnt come out.

    TUEsday-
    Went to Gym in the morning and then met my PW grp to write the card for the doctor we interviewed...
    pity dom wasnt there...
    and i still havent sent out the card...haha
    boon and zijian met us after that.

    WEDnesday-
    Had MEETING after Meeting and meetings again...

    THURsday-
    went swimming in the mornin and then met cy n don to go to sim lim to get dons hdd.
    went town to meet the metro cip ppl aft tt.

    FRIday-
    had METRO cip at causeway...
    haha, partnered with christine.
    and we had a superhard time finding out what cambodia was in chinese....
    its jjian pu zhai.

    and of course i couldnt explain in chi. haha

    and there was this woman who asked me for my name and came to say goodbye when she was leaving. damn scary...

    met RINI, eunice and louise after that to celb RINI's b'day...
    sam came aft tt.
    haha
    was great catching up with them (and knowing we're normal)lol

    SAT-
    perfco meeting at kegans place in the aftn and dinner in the night.

    and btw JP is damn big nw.
    met liting bruno april and taiwen at je mrt.
    as usual, april was late..
    taiwen went to the wrong place. haha

    went up to the top of vivo aft dinner. haha
    nice nice:)

    SUN-
    supposed to have tuition but was cancled last min.
    went church aft that and then lunch at white sands at some hk kitchen.
    met S17 at costa sands later on for CHALET.

    BYE ppl.

Sunday, 07 December 2008

  • continuing from my previous post...

    had grad night on tues.
    great night. haha
    saw aileen tan, think she was attending some private party.
    she walked past me and nic at the lobby once and once more when she left the place.

    reached home ard 11plus that night...

    didnt go anywhere n wed.
    only met serene for lunch at lotone.
    didnt manage to do anything also...

    thurs was stay at home day-
    it rained and rained and rained even more,
    couldnt go out to buy lunch, had to cook my own.:(

    FRIDAY-
    had SCAP, went back in the morning.
    managed to start a lil studying, just a little.
    had pubco meeting after scap and then perfco meeting.

    went sheng siong after that to check out the prices of some stuff...
    me n elaine followed steven to macs 4 lunch(ithink it was lunch) while nic psed us and took a bus home.

    i feel bored...
    thou i've got a lot of stuff to do...
    looks like dec's gonna be a busy month.
    and OH.
    i got a sms frm april ystd.
    it read:" leonard and bruno,:) please be free on 13th dec! Someone getting married. It's compulsory!"
    i was like "huh! wad get married?" lol
    i thought they were playing, haha i msged bruno online, he also blur.
    lols.
    haha, UNBELIEVABLE!
    but it was true in the end... haha
    shall not elaborate more...

    ciao.-
     

Thursday, 04 December 2008

  • Grad night was ystd.
    was a success yeah. Even with so few people
    haha
    I was the VIP usher wif nic...
    lots of funny things happened.
    there was this guy who did the smoking action and asked for a cigar shop
    nic pointed to seven eleven. LOL
    then there were ppl asking 4directions, the toilet and the litter bin. Haha
    you also get to see how pioneers approach...
    I stood by the escalator..."where arh" "where" "ask him la"those were the more frequent ways ppl asked for directions.

    M gonna continue tmr.
    Its really hard typin on this...

    Ciao

Saturday, 29 November 2008

  • stayed at home the whole day today.
    except for going out to buy lunch.
    they should have some home delivery service for foodcourts.
    haha.
    i didnt want go get out and buy lunch initially, was so tired and weak.
    couldnt even stand up for a few minutes.
    ached everywhere...
    the feeling sucks and i really didnt feel like getting out of bed, head was spinning like mad...
    ate panadol and went to get lunch, i forced myself to.

    watched dvd aft lunch.

    and then came the tiring part, this stupid indian man kept ringing the doorbell till it got so irritating.
    i couldnt concentrate on my show.
    he stood outside for more than an hour and did stupid things outside.
    ended up calling the police.
    so tiring.
    luckily i was feeling better by than...

    now it only my throat that hurts.
    and it hurting very badly
    and its cmf not chickenpox:D
    i was so worried ystd that it was. haha
    i kept askin serene and nic if that was chickenpox. lol.

    didnt do much on that day, suddenly felt sick and we left for macs
    crapped for a few hours and i took a FEW BUSes to see the doctor.
    i should have taken the mrt. :(

    haha.
    i'm lazy to carry on.

    CiAO
    hope ill be fine by mon:)

Thursday, 27 November 2008

  • its threeam in the morning,
    woke up thrice, once to close the windows during that heavy rain which disturbed my sleep and the other two times, i just woke frm sleep.
    haha. dont want to keep tossing in bed and still dont fall asleep, so i'd thought it would be better to get up and do something.
    and as i'm doing this, i'm yawning. haha.

    MONDAY-
    erhhh... i kinda forgot what happened...
    OH, we went to send the china people off.
    yup, i woke up at like 4.20?
    earliest ever since the mad pw rush was over.

    haha, talking about pw...
    iwas clearing this pile of papers from my table eariler on, and in that pile i found tons of written report drafts, marked with red ink here and there, reports so raw that it got marked down everywhere and reports which improved and had less of those red circles and cancallations.
    draft after draft, rushed like the worlds gonna end. haha.
    all the stupid meeting we had which was so hard to arrange for because of our tight and unfriendly schedules...
    all the chasing away by the security guards in JE-RL.
    haha, meetings in macdonalds and trying to not get chased out of macs by buying food once they come.
    it was fun...
    and we'll know next year if all these hardwork was worth it in the end...
    and not forgetting the endless trips to meimei's house... whr dominic ate like hell. haha
    and the first one whr we found out how much FOOD she has in her house ?
    meimei n myself not waking up in the mornings to rush wr...
    and blaming each other the next morning...
    all the understaning and misunderstandings...
    and for calming me down on the day of submission. :):)
    :D
    pj092 :):):) (:(:(:

    okay back to monday...
    took a cab to chunyi's house and then frm there to jenboon's place whr we meet her and took a ride from her to the airport...
    we reached at around 6.15?
    boon went 4 breakfast with her family while me n chunyi was sitting at the side cos i felt paiseh to join them. haha

    later went over to find the sc people, okay, i think chun yi feels ps-ed after this.
    cos i went to find them n talked...
    zijian came later, he smsed me smth like "ask her  wait, i'm comin" haha.


    at the airport with boon, weelin, chunyi and zijian. :)

    they checked in their stuff n later on proceded to the dep area aft taking a pic.
    haha.
    7more days to them comin back. HAHA - (serene needs to see this)

    rushed back to school after that, for meeting with the SCTA's on orientation...
    ate only a cheesecake the whole day.
    slacked at patio after the meeting.
    fiona slept like a pig there.

    went with mrkoh later on to buy his fish food...
    and had a small bite at the coffeeshop nearby...

    TUESDAY-

    had perfco meeting and lunch at pastamania.
    then came home to complete my chem assignment.

    WEDNESDAY-
    supposed to go queensway with chunyi n zjian but zijian ps-ed.
    so end up i went back to school to "study"
    yeah. i didnt do anything in the end.
    but if i didnt go to school, i wouldnt have eaten lunch.
    would have been too lazy to get out to buy lunch.
    or even cook lunch ?

    went to lot1  with eric after that to print his photos.
    and came home for dinner...
    random:
    i finally got to eat my claypot rice.
    haha.

    the holidays are passing by, day by day...
    losing time. precious time which i would regret ...
    suddenly thought of a chinese phrse.
    zao zhi _ _ he bi dang chu.
    smth like that.
    so i think i should wake up from this sleep,and start doing what many others have already done.
    i dont want to be in this same state and situation next year. not anymore.


    RanDom pictures -
    (oh, this it the font i used in my pw) haha

    photoshoot some time eariler

    the same photoshoot.


    some advert in cine which terence always uses to trick people.

    tuition peps :)


    playing with choc sauce at gloria jeans coffee.

    after sakura ochard

    Sakura Ochard

    BMTC Visit

    joshua trying to act cute.


    Joshua trying to act cute AGAIN.

    on the way home after the pw interview





     

    ry acting stupid.(trying to blow out the LIGHTS)

    FINALLY,
    PRESENTING to you, 2oo9 orientation package. haha
    nah, just kidding.

    Okay, thats all for now.
    CiAO

Monday, 24 November 2008

  • haix.
    i'm alright yeah.
    still strong.

    people ask me to smile.
    yeah.
    smile like an idiot like i've always done.
    and not to stand up and fight for what is right like what SHE always does.
    damn it.

    i dont wish for much la seriously.
    i never ever did so.
    i just want things to be more settled and normal.

    i feel that this whole thing is damn childish and unlike the thinking of a normal adult or perhaps young adult.
    if i tell the whole story to any 17 year old
    they would think that i'm ref to a 10 year old kid?
    haix.

    seems like my parents are dead serious about yesterday's stuff.
    they continued it today after dinner...
    luckily i wasnt invloved this time round.
    she's still as stuborn as ever and still hasnt changed her attitude.
    i dont hold high hopes that it will happen thou.

    ...............................


    had tuition after a long break today,
    did like only 2 questions cos i forgot almost everything i learnt.
    i'm so dead.
    got a lot to do this hols i guess.
    slacked around after tuition,
    parents bought back lunch after going to look at the biodatas.
    still no suitable ones...
    things are getting tougher each day i guess...
    then fixed some stuff at home cos my dad couldnt do so and went to church aft that.
    dinner was at imm.
    ah ha, i saw the effects of the recession...
    getting a place to eat was not a problem, unlike in the past, long queues here and there.
    the last time we waited like an hour plus for a seat at crystal jade, this time it was almost immediate.
    somemore we went into the "vip room" area. haha
    i wanted to eat the la mian... but they din have it :(
    so settled for the standard fare...:(
    turned out quite okay la.
    except for the desert.
    stupid redbean thing.

    went to giant and then home.

    and thats where everything begins again.
    haix.

    shall not continue anymore...
    least i spoil my mood before sleeping.

    here's some pictures from a very long time agooo...

    OH BTW...
    if u happen to read this and if i happen to owe you any photo.
    its been uploaded.
    http://picasaweb.google.com/twentysevenillusions

    ---
    SENTOSA with S17



    SMELLY CHRISTINE

    DINNER at SHOKUDO. and OHHH. i think don still owe's me money eh... lol
     
    the things we bought..
     

    SSERENE's swensons suprise
    serene's swensons suprise 2 and lion dance day lol

    playin with his hair

    pedophile



    weeling acting stupid.

    us acting stupid.



    OKAY-
    thats all.
    i'm tired.

    CiAO

Thursday, 20 November 2008

  • BLAH BLAH/

    had obs and teambuildingcamp.
    went out with tenzing ystd 4 dinner.
    not planning to update about those:(

    i'm in a foul mood.
    i dont know why.
    maybe i do know

    URGH.
    i dont know how people think at times.
    maybe they dont know how i think at times too.
    human beings are indeed complicated creatures.

    i feel exhausted mentally.
    SERIOUSLY.

    give me a week's break please.
    not sleeping kinda break. BUT a real BREAK.

    i'm feeling very lost all of a sudden.
    and things are getting messy at home...
    gonna follow my dad 4his checkup tmr.
    blah blah.

    and loads of things happened today.

    aint gonna continue on :(

    CiAO.


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